date: Monday, March 29, 2010
title: trumpet section
Siti Nabilah Bte Sidon
Suhaidah Bte Nordin
Denise Gwee Wan Ting
Syafiqah Januri
Leong Wei Jian
Atika
Aleen Tan Yu Ling
Aiswarya
Jonnalyn
Daphne
Chang Yi
Dafina
date:
title: haha (:
sorry, damn long time no post, although i know that no one care to read my posts, nvm, i read myself, as in like i a going to talk to my self =.=
nvm, i feel like opening my mouth to talk too someone,, i just wanna OPEN it, but the thing is: i dont know what to talk, or where to start, there is really damn alot of things kept in my skin horh, that i really dont know where to start with.
sometimes, i feel like i am too emo, ppl start to call me emo already, what can i do?!
omg,,,,,,,, i dont wanna feel like this, really like want to die but then cannot die... then end up half dead. it is seriously a bad gift from hell or heaven to have my teenage life be suffering.. i know my english tsk tsk. omg, i want to cry already,, hold the tears hold the tears!!! ok, can.
anyway, just a short post to revive my blog,, bye bye bye.
date: Sunday, March 21, 2010
title: can u see the 'fakeness' in my laughter?
thanks Ysabelle for allowing me to know about tumblr (:
just to post some pics.
like band now, actualy i used to be so scared about coming to band last year, i dont know why, now, its a different story.
thank denise too, i managed to let off some steam and things that i just need to say out.
date: Sunday, March 14, 2010
title:
save me.
date: Thursday, March 11, 2010
title: Topic: random
nothing to say leh, anyway, hieeee!!! (:
aleen here. tomorrow sports day, not even a least bit excited. excited for practices only, havebeen fighting very hard to get more marks than her.. tried, i must get more or i will feel neglected(even though idk what it means, stupid me) i feel like killing myself. i cried when i recieved my history first test cos i got half mark less, wtf, i cried on the spot. feel like bashing her up you know and sent to a home, how glad if i were to be there. i dont wanna face challenges, i hate even though it is just temporary setbacks, no time for plays but study, i have to go home early, dont drag. i want to study, pardon you, i want to get first again, no chance for her, i want to obtain my standard, i want to get WHAT I WANT. kill her, burn slash whip. cook boil, fry. i want to do that, i can even imagine myself killing a human and getting blood all over my hands. i cant stand it, i must have that potential in me only that i kept it in and not showing my full potentil. i hereby promise not to go mac or anywhere anymore, i want to go home straight away after school to go home and study. i will keep my phone inside my father's safe and change the lock number while i close my eyes. i dont wanna do anything that changes MY LIFE anymore, i cant take it, it gives me the feeling whch obviously i dont like.
so, recently, u will see me looking at the thin air, wondering to myself things, it is either you now me well or you dont, if you know me well, u will leave me alone and if i wanna go home, u will let me.
Thanks (:
