date: Friday, October 23, 2009
title: hesitated
today as per normal, when to 弟子规 and practised in the ava room with the others.me and yiting practiced on our speech then we kept on doing about a dozen rounds on the whole process, relieved that i managed to do it properly.luckily i tried not tolaugh so much and let to the limit that i can only talk into the micophone.the process was quite tedious and need to remember this and that, got me mixed up too. there is one time that when yiting said the welcome thing and i keep forgetting the GOH name which is 冯院长 and got it muddled up with 叶校长, aw man got to remember it!!!if not, i die on the spot leh!hesitated a bit then speak up.then the mdm peng came gua gua jiao to me and say that i am troublesome then every one laugh like siao.the rest is such so that that is very messy and theres nothing to say about it, have no words to discribe it too. forget aboput that, lets skip on tomorrow.yep and there is another thing to say...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i hate my father because he did not give me what i want which can be easily gotted, despite my results so good, he did not give a damn to it, while others' parents already bought a million items for them.i felt so insulted.what is the use of getting such high marks when in the end, i do not even get any single thing? such a waste of my precious sweat and time.i felt that my results are meaningless...when i was in primary 6, i thought that by getting very high marks have the potential for my parents to get me what i want, but i was very wrong about it.i just feel so stupid by studying so hard, my hard work had gone down the drain.yep the end of the post, bye! remember not to look at the time of the post, i think somethings wrong with it...
